Today I Saved A Bird

Today I saved a bird.
I feel good knowing I saved a life.
I didn't hurt this bird.
I was gentle.
Cobwebs held the bird helpless.
It was so small and vulnerable.
It trusted me absolutely.
I removed the entangling web without pulling his legs out
I would like to keep a hummingbird as a friend.
I set him free.
I feel good.
I saved a bird.

Forgiveness

Forgive my vanity, I still feel young.

Forgive my confidence, I do not fear.

Forgive my love, I do not hate.

Forgive my happiness, I am not sad.

Forgive my anger, I am enraged.

Forgive my health, I am not sick.

Forgive my gray, I am aging.

Forgive my enemy, I am his friend.

Forgive my peace, I am not insane.

Forgive my mistakes, I am human.

Forgive my tears, I am crying.

Forgive my smile, I am laughing.



Aw Fuck You Anyway !!!

This is my egg named Dennis..

This is my egg named Dennis.

It used to be a green egg...

I had never seen a green egg before.

I didn't know what to do with it.

So I named it Dennis...

And ate it !!!

Progeny

Kym, Hayley, & Lexy

Karrie, Reef, & Ridge

Melissa, & Owen

Jen & Travis

So, of course I had intended to say some sort of deep comments on life and sanity however, the more I watch what's going on in my family right now, I believe my best course of action right now is no action at all. It's probably best that I try and be supportive in one way or another.

I have retreated to my brother's place up in the mountains. Here I may lick my wounds and decompress. I wish there was more I could do for the family but my battle rages on within me.